Hysterical Feelings

Giving in myself to the depths of your love, I feel so complete..

I will never give up holding onto you

Life may bring ups and downs for us

But I will always devise that harmony in us.

No matter how much it may hurt me,

I am never gonna let loose this perfect bond between us.

Its not that I am stubborn to be with you

But I have realized that you are the only one for me.

And I am not with you becz it will always bring happiness to me,

Rather I am with you for eternity for facing all this heartache with you.

The pains that you give me are a gift of your love

Which tests my love for you

And I Promise you that I will get through all of them always, all my life..

My love for you is explicit and doesn’t need any reason to hold on

I have already given myself to you in every way possible

Now its completely on you, whether you break me into pieces

Or keep me brisk in your heart ….

I have always failed in the tests fearing about the predicaments,

But I have full faith in my love for you.

And this time I am not going to flounder in the dark..

Rather I will always be mesmerized in this feeling of being with you.

My true happiness lies within being with you

It lies within having your promises of holding onto me.

And I am not going to make you feeble cuz of my stupidities..

I love you for everything that you have given me in this terse duration

Thank you for making me realize what true love is and giving me the strength to sustain it..

I love you my shona… and will always be the way you want me to be…