I had to let go this unadorned strings of memoirs
Breathing in these was strangling me to extinction
My sobs couldn’t entice the tenacious feelings of ripping
off these delicate strands
And stone heartedly, I abdicated those precious chunks of my
heart to the unknown infinity
Bleeding through tremendous pain, my heart yelled
But still those vacant hands were left deserted
Tears dropping through my cheeks mesmerized my days of being
cared and loved
By those rigid yet soft hands of that atrocious and angelic
figure.
That Ambiguous shadow faded in the dark
Abandoning me like an orphan with the bright light of being
adopted by an invisible hope
Telling me these cruel last words,
I will always be there in your heart, alive by your smile
In your soul, alive by your happiness
In your eyes, till you hold these precious drops of water in
them,
And in your life, till you remain optimistic and keep moving…
Listening to these , that faded shadow disappeared
Didn’t pay any heed to my last breath and me saying
‘Dear , plz freeze your moving steps , I cant smile because
you are taking the reason for it,
I cant be happy cuz you are my entire world of happiness,
I cant stop crying because they are falling in the
expectation of you to wipe them as you always did
And you were my optimistic charm’
And here my last words drifted away to him, and till he
could reach and grasp me
Yay… till he could grasp, I laid smiling at his face, happy
for living with him
And those stubborn tears still on the cheeks … looking at
him.. still….
and still.....
