TRANQUILITY OF THE RETICENT MOURNING

Your mere presence made my life so beautiful and spry

Yet this spring of frisky romance was to die.

Being mortal, yet I let it slip from my memory,

That there’s an expiry not only to our bodily existence but also to our poignant emotions

Lamenting over the forthcoming days of wailing is futile

Rather smirking over the past cherished moments is pragmatic;

Eyes brimmed with tears of sweet love notions

And sighs in remembrance of the intimacy that we shared.

The reminiscence of your spellbinding love still lies within me

Bringing a camber on my fragile lips which still carry your soft touch.

The ecstasy of being yours is incomparable to any contentment and sanctity

The beatitude of bestowing my entire existence to only you has its own level of vivacity.

I won’t cry anymore over this final adieu

Rather I would live every moment of this serene ambiance filled with your presence.

SURREPTITIOUS MOMENTS

Remembering  the way we kissed,

The way you held me deep in your arms

The nostalgic feeling of getting suffocated in your arms

Those midnight talks, and your kiddish puns 

Makes me relive those moments again

Moments which I have kept cinched deep beneath my memoir.

Moments which made me complete,

Which made me feel loved like a lover,

Nurtured like a baby , hurt like a girlfriend 

And respected like a wife and banked on like a true best friend.

You think that I flinched away from those moments,

But I still live in them in disguise.

Searching for the same aura I felt within you,

The warm and licentious violent love of yours still haunts me in my dreams.

I can spend this entire life of mine living in this prurient and salacious charm of yours.

Unnoticeable feel..

I loved your eyes
ALso the way they looked at me
I loved your gentle touch
The uniqueness of your feel...
I still wanna know how it feels like
To lay carelessly in his arms
While my broken heart is healing day by day
Making me smile in his old golden memories

U r a permanent part of my broken empty life
Yet u r unaware of this bitter truth
I love you more dan m allowed to
If only noticeably u knew.
Thinking abt you makes me cry
Makes me cry each n every moment
But now m helpless, Standing all alone 
In a lonely street holding your hands,
Dose hands wich were once mine...
And Now i m just rest behind with their feel.. 

I wish you cud know one day
Dat evn my corpse will stay waiting for your last glimpse of love
I wish I cud b in your arms dat day
And just whisper dose Three magical words on your lips..
I just wish I cud..!!:'( :'(